If you think about it, this makes sense. If someone loves you, like legitimately loves you, they’ll do anything for you even if that means waiting years for you to finally go out. If they didn’t, I guess they just don’t like or love you as much. What is right, will find a way.
Sometimes when I get upset, something inside of me shuts down. I feel like I should be crying or screaming or something but I don't because I'm turned off. I go silent and don't talk very much, just looking at people. Thinking so much that I could drive myself crazy. It's the kind of upset that confuses me and makes me want to curl up and sleep it off. I stay fixed like this until the hurt runs away. Sometimes it feels like it's never going to go.